For the first time in a long time I am feeling okay. I have been back on my depression and anxiety meds for about a week now and the difference is amazing. I am no longer angry at everything, I am more loving, I am sharing my feeling through words, I am just finally me again. I actually feel happy and content with my life as it is. Sure I still have stress and worries, but its okay. I feel like I can handle them now with strong shoulders. Hubby goes to his eye specialist tomorrow to check on the holes in the back of his eyes. He might need laser surgery, but I am praying hard that is not the case. The word surgery sends shudders down my spine. I woke up this morning with renewed energy and started cleaning up the house in a whirlwind lol. I have left so many things unattended during my bout with depression. My Aunt Mona goes for surgery January 30th, so please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. So I have won this battle with depression, now I got to keep fighting the war.
