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01 February, 2012

What To Do When....

My best friend is going through alot of things right now. I wish I could take away her fears and confusion. She is carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, and I just wish I could take some of that weight off of her. I love her like she is my sister, theres nothing I wouldn't do for her. I feel helpless on the sidelines watching a train wreck. She has the biggest heart in the world and people use that to their advantage. I pray for her daily and hope God moves mountains in her life. I want her to find the right man that treats her like a princess, has her back no matter what, and does not play games with her heart or mind. I do what I can, I offer advise, let her blow off steam, but it still feels like its not enough. She is a wonderful, beautiful person, and deserves more  than the men she meets up with. I wish she could see herself through my eyes.

I am so proud of her as she has completely changed her world around for the better. She went back to school and now has applied to go to law school. She has so much going for herself. I keep telling her to wait, God will send someone to her when the time is right. That is what happened to me. I had just broke up with my ex, in the worst pain possible emotionally, and God sent me someone to mend my heart and learn to trust again. My hubby is a good man to me and I thank God everyday he brought him into my life. Now I know how it is to be truly loved and treated like a princess. I want that so bad for her. I love her dearly and I feel her pain as if it was my own. Its the worst feeling in the world to see someone you love and care about go through this.