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19 January, 2012

Wheres The Off Switch


Yeah so today that picture describes accurately what I have been doing since I awoke. Well take out the guy and insert a female. All them lovely meds just seem to be revolting against me today. Add in being just plain exhausted from the short 4 hour sleep I got, back spasms, and being plain aggravated, yeah its been a wild ride from the start. When I wasn't hightailing it to the bathroom, I spent most of the day with the covers over my head, with only my laptop for support. Yeah I had a pity party all by my lonesome today. It was so pitiful that even my furbabe didn't want to be all underneath me in the soft, cozy bed. You know its bad when the cat is just disgusted with you.

The hard part was trying to pull it together before Will (Willian with a N) got home. I had to get dinner going, scour the toilet with massive amounts of bleach, and generally get out of p.js. that I had been crying in. Happy to say I did manage to do all that though not without alot of kicking my own butt. I hate looking helpless and so pathetic. I just can't been seen that way unless it is damn near impossible for me to move. Then I am double time miserable cause I know I look a mess. Here's hoping tomorrow is a better day and I can skip the epic trips to the bathroom.